your world sucks.

[transmothra]

fuck your maya. your world of unrealities and lies. fuck your world of white picket fences and dogs named "Scooter" in the back yard under a cute little roof of his own that's decorated with miniature potted plants and his own stupid little god damned white picket fence. fuck your insanity, your bullshit, and your play-acted happiness. fuck your lawnmower, too. and your perfect little spouse, and your job that you couldn't be happier with until you hit the big 4-0 and realize that your entire life has been one long, ugly waking dream. i hope you and your friends are happy when you're forty and your little picket fences start turning into cages for you. and when the smell of death enters into your well-cleaned bedroom, i hope that you have enough lysol and karaoke and Wheel of Fortune reruns and convertible Lexii and SUVs and french fries and that really nice bottled water and luxury and stock portfolios and maids with clever little accents (you have no idea what they're REALLY saying behind you back, ha!) and a Palm Pilot that says "Hello, Buddy!" whenever you flick the fucker on and a case of champagne in the garage for those otherwise-awkward dinner parties, to keep it at bay.
i am through with this god damned shitfucking nonsense!

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which character is this??

[amorphos.livejournal.com]

Wow, there must have been a negativity force-field surrounding Ohio this morning because I felt somewhat comparable to this this morning. It's nice that someone else can recognize the illusion of this society as well. In fact this all reminds me of my whole X-Mas post.

Oh yeah, and I do like the new look. And I'm pissed off that I can't figure out how to do it (mostly because I live in an alternate universe where time speeds up). And I will email you when I am a little less drunk/fucked up. It's amazing how little alcohol it takes to get me drunk. Must be the Zoloft. Oh, I'm rambling aren't I? Yes you are. Ok then.

-M.

[(Anonymous)]

dude, this sounds like my dad's life! haha suburbia... gotta love it?

anyway, feel better.

and thanks for all the continual plugs and kind words - seriously it's really making me bust my ass to do something with my writing.

get all happy and whatnot - tomorrow's sunday so just sleep in then watch the ABC sunday B-movie from 1973.

(http://www.crazyjackie.com) (liking the whole livejournal thing)

[transmothra.livejournal.com]

oh, i'll be fine... thanks... just sick of all the problems i'm having adjusting to a life that everyone dearly wants to be mediocre for me. my life is mediocre enough without people trying to push me even further into the cage of this modern so-called "culture".

and you should do something with your writing, it really wonderfully cathartic and human! i mean, it's really quite uncanny how you write so realistically for such a range of characters.