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every time i see a damn stupid 'net term, ESPECIALLY lol, i want to throw up. will someone please get rid of all the stupid little teenieboppers??!

i just can't take it anymore, lol.

here's an acro for ya: FTW.

what i want, pt I

what i want is someone warm and sweet to merge into. still keeping our separate identities, of course. but someone to hold, and to hold me, if for no other reason than to reaffirm our mutual desire to be ALIVE and warm and new and in love, and to fill ourselves with such sweetness as nature herself never even thought up. just someone to cuddle with on good nights, and to hang around and help cope on nights that aren't so good. even to go away from, on nights that necessitate it.

it's all about the Love, man. i just want to share myself.

it doesn't have to be you.

...but isn't that also what YOU want...?

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jesus, i'm so miserable and sick right now. not hung over, i'm past that. but i have a cold and i am hating it. plus my right lung feels real crappy. now i REALLY wish i had a steady g/f around, because girls can sometimes have a marvellous effect on misery. and i yearn to be soothed right now. or stabbed to death.