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Jun. 24th, 2002 09:48 pmi think i quit my job today. i just didn't go in. oh, i called. but come on.
i hate this. i'm teetering on the edge, and i'm a little scared, and a lot nervous.
i feel like my soul is all pinched.
at the big weekend reunion, i got a shitload of compliments on our site, which i did from the ground up, hand-coding into 1stPage 2000. some content was even made with Notepad. i used nobody else's ideas or designs, with the huge exeptions of the guestbook and the messageboard, which were entirely written by others (but heavily modified by me, particularly in the case of the messageboard). even the local newspapers more or less raved about it.
so, filled with the hubris of a job apparently well done, i now have this stupid idea that someone out there might want to support me by buying websites from me. i actually* think i can eke out a living with this. even after asking the local record store manager if they've thought about having a website and getting a definitive "well, I ah... not... really not right now, erm..." ...so here i go, i guess.
*don't get me wrong: i know i'm totally wrong about that, and even going about it the totally wrong way. i know i'm making a huge mistake. i'm not so stupid that i can't see how stupid i am.
i hate this. i'm teetering on the edge, and i'm a little scared, and a lot nervous.
i feel like my soul is all pinched.
at the big weekend reunion, i got a shitload of compliments on our site, which i did from the ground up, hand-coding into 1stPage 2000. some content was even made with Notepad. i used nobody else's ideas or designs, with the huge exeptions of the guestbook and the messageboard, which were entirely written by others (but heavily modified by me, particularly in the case of the messageboard). even the local newspapers more or less raved about it.
so, filled with the hubris of a job apparently well done, i now have this stupid idea that someone out there might want to support me by buying websites from me. i actually* think i can eke out a living with this. even after asking the local record store manager if they've thought about having a website and getting a definitive "well, I ah... not... really not right now, erm..." ...so here i go, i guess.
*don't get me wrong: i know i'm totally wrong about that, and even going about it the totally wrong way. i know i'm making a huge mistake. i'm not so stupid that i can't see how stupid i am.
