transmothra | (no subject)

just a few of the things i was thankful for today (in no particular order):

i have a pretty fuckin' cool family who looks out for me
Native Americans
we're not at war - yet
i still have some friends, even though some of them aren't very friendly lately
all the people on LJ who list me as a friend :)
my summer fling (*sigh*)
the end of my summer fling (*whew!*)
getting to be with Ria, and hanging out together again after so long
i have outlets for expressing myself in sound, vision, and text
i have learned an awful lot about the world
i have learned an awful lot about myself
i'm a much better person today than i have ever been
i'm finally really actually getting in shape AND IT'S WORKING :D
i've managed to build up my CD library to way past where it was at before when it got stoled
i'm smoking less and less and less and less and less
mistressxenobia and tyrsalvia, two of my favourite people on the 'net who i desperately hope to see IRL sometime
astralweeks, who is astonishing
nancianna, who was my best friend, even if only for a little while
Fred and Lisa
sweet and fair Melissa in San Diego, whom i love and admire and cherish and adore tremendously, and who i am convinced is a bodhisattva
Tony D.
Jessie and Mike
Travis and Eirit
Tricia
Cat (*sigh*) and Seth
my journal started as nothing a little over a year ago, and has turned into a sort of experiment with honesty and openness and Truth and, well... letting it all hang out, more or less. thus have i opened up more here at this URL than i ever have in my life. i feel much more confident in myself, too, even if i've had to make an ass out of myself at times.
life hasn't killed me yet!