oh, i'll be fine... thanks... just sick of all the problems i'm having adjusting to a life that everyone dearly wants to be mediocre for me. my life is mediocre enough without people trying to push me even further into the cage of this modern so-called "culture".

and you should do something with your writing, it really wonderfully cathartic and human! i mean, it's really quite uncanny how you write so realistically for such a range of characters.